Well I only ended up working until 7, so when I got home things were good. Mike and Mikey were in the backyard playing baseball and all was good. Not that it changed, but i just hate discussing women's body issues with Mike. It all started with him calling his friends Jim who is his best man. His wife is really cool, they just visited recently and we discussed how we are so excited for the bachelor/bachelorette party in June. She seems to be one of those naturally this girls, but not a stick, just kind of tall and straight body. Anyways we talked how we were really going to start working out since we will be spending time down at the pool. So tonight after he got off the phone with Jim he said that Jim said that him and Esme were really hitting it hard and working out every night.
Now I am not a jealous person, but come on the girl is this now so I can imagine how great she is going to look. Then here goes Sheila in the mirror evaluating her body. I have always been a thick girl, the skinny jean just doesn't run in my family, so it's a struggle to maintain. Anyhow I have had a child and am getting older things just don't look so good in the mid section. I seriously show Mike what I don't like about my body and he stands there looks me in the eye and say that I am fine and am beautiful. Okay I know how to take a compliment, but come on if I were to put this body in a bikini and he didn't know me and were were in a pool situation with tons of other girls, he wouldn't be looking at me and my love handles, now would he. Let's be honest guys, you look at hot skinny girls for a reason, cause they look great. So don't stand there and lie to my face and tell me there is nothing wrong with my body. I can handle the truth!
I just hate how guys will gawk over a nice set of fake boobs, but refuse to fork out the money for a boob job for their wife. I told Mike I am considering going and getting a little lunch time lipo and he threw a fit. Right away he suggested I am doing it for all the wrong reasons, when in reality it's all about ME! He always told me that after we are done having kids that he wouldn't mind getting me some work done, but come on I am getting married and I just want to look my best. This day is not going to happen again. I don't know, maybe I am not making sense, but for now this is the way I feel. Goodnight.
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Your making perfect sense, I too feel the same way when it comes to just wanting the truth from Matthew...but my mom said something to me that made sense..yes they look at the girls with the big boobs and the nice bodies but their with and care about us, Matthew has told me in our many conversations about boob jobs that the one worry he has is something going wrong or something happening to me, he does not care if I have small boobs or stretch marks or big thighs, he loves all of it, because it's me. I think that's how Mike feels about you, all he sees is the woman he loves with no flaws, we should be happy that they look at us like that, if not we would paranoid to naked around them all the time! Don't be so hard on yourself your beautiful and you'll be beautiful on your wedding day!
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