Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Just in a blogging mood......


So Mike and I are still not getting along. This is day 3. Am I really the one the is causing this? He says that I am not even trying to meet him half way, but to me he is not giving me the incentive to want to do that. For example, he was mad that the other night I called my mom and vented to her about our argument. So now he says that he does not want to go around them because they probably think bad of him, which is untrue because my parents just stay out of it, and tell me that we need to work things our. So this morning we take Mikey to my mom's and he sits and waits in the car. He doesn't even try and help. I had to get Mikey out and take him in and then go back and get his stuff. Now come on, wouldn't that piss you off? So as soon as I got in the car it was like "Ding! Ding! Round 3" and that's not cool, it's only 7:30 in the morning for God's sake. So this is where we are at right now. He says that there is no changing my mind, and that I am choosing to be in a bad mood. I think it's more like he is choosing to be an asshole.

On the happy side, I have lost an official 5 pounds. I am so happy. There is nothing that taste better then getting on the scale and watching it go down. I just have to stay motivated. That's whats crazy to is that when I lose weight I am such a happier person, so Mike and I should be getting along great. Well hopefully I can work on getting another 5 pounds off in the next two weeks. I am really going to have to step up my game and get a few more workouts in. So far I am only working out 3 days a week and that is not enough.

Also, I just got my Entertainment Weekly magazine in the mail. It was totally dedicated to the Sex and the City movie. They had so many pics in there. The articles were great, they gave you a good insight into the movie and just gave you enough info to make you be the first in line to see it. Also had an article about all the gorgeous clothes and shoes they got to wear. I can't wait!

Well better get back to work, just had some work emailed to me from my girl Sam. So for her I am willing to work, but for some other people in this office.....they can just wait! I just hope things get better between Mike and I . It is just so exhausting to be angry and fight. It really wears a person out.

1 comment:

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AWWW I'm so happy for you that you lost five pounds, keep it up girly!
I'm sorry that you and Mike are having issues, honestly men and woman are both way to hard headed and men just wish that we would forgive and forget like nothing ever happened. It's funny when I was reading your blog, you and Mike sound a lot like Matthew and I. I think you both have a lot of stress on your shoulders right now, and taking it out on eachother. Hang in there, things will get better, I'm going through a lot of the same things and different ones (one thing involving Matthew and another woman, not cheating but yeah), Anyways your not alone!